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tragedy of nothing

Feeling completely alone in a room full of people
Only the thud of her heart in her ears
She feels nothing, empty as a drum
Pacing the floor, wanting to scream
She pulls her fingers through her hair
Just wanting to feel something
Raking her nails on her arms,
Wanting someone to push her, hit her
Anything, absolutely anything
To get rid of the screaming emptiness
Alone in her bedroom, she'll scream
Over and over until the point of choking
On the precious life she wish she never had
Crying tears she wished that weren't falling
Beating the floor wither her angry little fists
Feeling nothing still, still nothing!
A struggle that she's fighting
Fighting for someone to her feel
Hatred, love, rage, depression just somthing
All of it bottled up, or maybe just gone completely
Her worst fears coming alive, blooming in her mind
A bleak existance of numb emotions
A girl lost in her own tragedy of nothing

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